FINALLY~~~~~ autoCAD works done!!! Presentation done!!! Just left professional engineering report and programming interview haven't done. Next week got E & M and autoCAD tests kok... @.@" haiz...frustrated....
Actually i'm not a tough girl. I may look as i'm strong and tough but actually not as tough as what you think. Deep inside me i'm a very weak person who gets hurt easily. Sometimes i need help but i don't know who should i ask for. Sometimes i need a shelter so that i can hide under it when i'm tired. Sometimes when i'm in the dark, i don't know what should i do, as there is no lights lead me. That's why i need to search for it.
I may be a bad-tempered person who goes mad easily. But no matter how angry i am, i still stay where i was. I don't like the arguements, i don't like to hear irritating words which can hurts me bad, i don't want the distance between humans getting further and further away. That's why i always lose in argueing with others. Yea...i'm angry inside of me but what can i do? Even though it's other's fault but i still take it as my fault. What's the point of argue or fighting over a small thing when you are losing the trust and love of others in return? Somehow, i like when people is happy. When they are happy, no matter how bad myself being hurts, i still smile to them. Smile can bring happiness to everyone. This is true, from what my secondary school's teachers said. I still remember every early in the morning i walk around the school compound for no reason, and everytime i'll met some of my teachers. And, i'll smile to them and greeted them. Instantly, their mood became good already from bad mood. I still remember my teacher used to say that she likes my smile, because of my smile that every morning she gets good mood even though she go to school with bad mood. At that time i was really happy, i'm happy that i can cheer up the others. So, i always keep up my smile even when i meet with others.
My real happiness came from friends. That's why i like to stick with friends. When there's friends, there's happiness for me. I like to chat and laugh a lot with friends, play around crazily with them.... The only thing i'm scared of is being dumped by friends, meanings...i'm alone. haha!!
Okiez....enough with all this craps....got to go for dance practice. Hope i can manage to mastered all the moves. Dream to achieve! Gambate!!! LOLZZZ!!!!
